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They seem to be completely oblivious to the fact that internet infrastructure in the US* is horrible and a lot of people outside of major urban areas have shitternet that makes streaming games laggy and unreliable. Unless they spend serious money upgrading infrastructure, it’s just going to be Stadia 2.0. Except even then people still really do not like gaming as a service so it’ll probably fail again anyway.
*I don’t know how good other countries’ internet is but I would include them if I did.
I’m a trans woman and I think I’ve experienced something similar. I really like being a woman and there’s no way I’d go back, but as I feel more confident in my identity, certain “masculine” things about me don’t make me dysphoric the way they used to.
For example, I’ve voiced trained, but sometimes I really don’t mind and even intentionally use my masc voice just cause I feel like it, while other days it just makes me dysphoric.
I have questioned on and off if I am nonbinary or have some amount of genderfluidity. And my answer always is idk, I just feel like me and I’m okay with that. So honestly, just do what makes you happy, and don’t worry too much about labels.