That sounds a lot like walking a tightrope there buddy. You need someone who’ll catch you if you fall.
I was only ever addicted to nicotine, haven’t smoked in 10 years, but I know it in my gut that if I pick up a single cigarette I’ll be right back to 1 pack a day in less than a week.
Everyone’s different and some people can walk that fine line without crossing it, but the safest is to just stop, my friend.








If you’re able to form healthy habits before you eventually break them, you’re not doing too bad, I’d take that as a great sign!
For me, medication helps me be more focused and keep up with things for longer.